Hi, it's been a while.

Okay, where do I start?

It's middle of the day while I type this sentence, and it's been forever since I posted my last post. Turns out it takes me this long to realize that this, writing, chills and relax my mind. So I was thinking to get back into it.

And, where have I been? What am I up to?

It's been some busy months, me - juggling as a mother, as a wife, and as a working woman. But, it's been months full of learning. Learning everything as much as I could, as fast as I could. Well, we moms gotta do what mom gotta do. 2020 has came very, very, hard on me. But, worth it. Now let's start..

Not so baby anymore
So my son is almost 2 years old now! Time flies when you're having fun, and believe me when I say, it's true. It's been 2 amazing years of motherhood, of watching him grows and being with him on each of his milestones. It is a blessed year being his mom, I am so grateful for all the good times.

Learning self-love
I've been hitting high and low during the past few months, especially at work. I was very stressed out and I was not feeling healthy, mentally. Of course it was fun, and I love what I do - but aside, I didn't have enough sleep and I had trouble eating - and there's also tears and anxiety. To put it simple, I didn't live my life as I was supposed to. I don't think the problem is the job, it's just - not a great fit for me anymore. I finally decided to take a little break to give myself a little time, to breathe again and re-gain myself again. It may sounds cliche for some of you, but trust me, it is the opposite for me. I found peace again with myself, I got to do what I've been wanting to do for a while, and I finally be able to enjoy life again. 

So, what's next? 
For now, I will be back online and active - here in my blog. And I have some projects in mind for some contents creations. In the meantime, I will also start to find a new job - one that will let me be me, one that will let me enjoy my life. I really hope it will all go well! 

As much as it was a hard time for me, I can't lie that I have my good times too. I have a lot of helpful friends, I am loved - and I'm enjoying every second I have with my son and my family. That is as much as I can ask for, and I need to be grateful. :)

So - lets be friends again and I'll see you soon in my next post, loves! 

With ❤, Kadya Kei.